For the long time, I did not post any thing on my blog… I m struggle with a lot of things during last year and this year beginning. I have lost my goal or life aim for long time..Today, at this moment, I have feeling I need to bring it out of my mind…
I have been think give up or running away from where I m or who I m for long time…The good thing was I m not thinking suicide during last year…even I fail anything in my life.. however I still protect I m the one they knew..but inside I knew some thing I m hide from myself for no reason..like my own emotion..just lock into a funny box put in the deepest sea..
Now the feeling like last year was come back…even I dont know I can handle it or not at this moment…I lost my hope for what I m doing now..maybe I need encourage from some one…some time I still dont know what I wanna do in my life…just felt life never gone easy for me…
